Kajimoto's Journal

kajimotolbuchou @ 2005-03-20T16:33:00

2005-03-20T22:57:39Z

I have never been so exhausted in all my life.

I lost the debate competition on the last round. Sensei was so confident that I was gonna win since I was the only one from our school who made it far. The final topic was same sex marriages and I was assigned to be on the side that opposed it. You can only imagine how much I hated it. All the time I was debating all I could think about is Hiroshi. I ended up losing horribly that my sensei keeps looking at me with that disappointed look every time I see him now.

After the competition I had to catch up with a lot of school work I missed and projects. I also had to practice for tennis twice as much because as soon as I got back they told me about the school tournament. I've been so busy that I haven't seen Hiroshi ever since I got back. Every time I get to my room I always end up collapsed on my bed and knocked out for the rest of the night. I never have the time to finish my homework so I end up cramming in the morning and during my lunch time. Why do teacher give so much homework when you don't want them?

How did my first match go? Well, I don't remember much of it. I went against Oshitari-san...I don't remember much because I fainted. Yes, I fainted in the middle of the match. I forfeited . It's worst than losing. All I remember was waking up at the infirmary and the school nurse telling me to take a week off school to rest. A week off?! I guess she doesn't understand how much make up work that's gonna cost me.

I've been avoiding Hiroshi. I miss him so much but I'm too ashamed to even show my face to him. What is he gonna say when he finds out I fainted during my match with Oshitari. But I miss him so much. Every time I pass by his room I get the urging to just fling the door open and run to his arms but instead I just walk by and go back to my room. I hope he's not mad...He probably is.

Four days is too long

2005-02-22T03:45:22Z

My debate teacher just informed me that I've been chosen to compete at a debate competition to represent our school. It'll last from Thursday to Sunday, depending if I win the rounds. Four days without Hiroshi... I wish I didn't get picked anymore.

You have no idea how much you make me happy. Not only because of that . Being with you, seeing you, everything about you makes me happy. Four days with you is gonna be hell =\. I'll drop off your Valentines gift before I leave. I love you. I'm sorry I can't go to your room tonight I have to read all this articles for the competition. Tonight is gonna be lonely without you.

For you

I want to wake up with you on my bedside.

New Schedule

2005-02-11T03:21:13Z

I received a new schedule from the administration.

1. 7:00 AM - 8:00 AM Japanese
2. 8:00 AM - 9:00 AM French
3. 9:00 AM - 10:00 AM Music
4. 10:00 AM - 11:00 AM Earth Science
5. 11:00 AM - 12:00 PM English
Lunch: 12:00 PM - 12:40 PM
6. 12:40 PM - 1:40 PM World History
7. 1:40 PM - 2:40 PM Geometry
8. 2:40 PM - 3:40 PM Debate Group
Practice: 4:30 PM - 6:30 PM.

I like my new schedule. I get to do Geometry homework during lunch. I still have World History with you Kisarazu-kun ^_^.

Classes has been pretty hard these past few days. They're much harder than Jyousei, that's for sure. It's also very hard balancing it out with tennis. I want to get better in tennis but I don't want to fail in school either so it's been a real challenge balancing these two things out. Besides, I don't want to disappoint Hanamura-sensei.

I've been very distracted during classes these past few days. All I could think about is him . In fact during Geometry class the other day my teacher asked me to answer a problem on the board but I just ended up saying 'Hiroshi' aloud. I got double homework for the paying attention. Oh well, I didn't know the answer to the problem in the first place ^_^;;.

I miss you so much. I can't stop thinking of you. I'm starting to think that every single love song out there is made for us. Does that make me too cheesy? I'm sorry it's just the way you make me feel. I want to be with you every second of the day. I miss you so much it hurts =(.

Oh and I won't be sleeping in our room too much Kisarazu-kun. I found myself a larger bed ^_~.

I'm going out with Hiroshi this weekend. He told me to concentrate on studying for awhile. Can you believe he said that? I was surprised myself ^_^. I wish this week would end already so I can see him. And Valentines Day is coming up. I wonder what Hiroshi would want...

kajimotolbuchou @ 2005-02-05T15:40:00

2005-02-05T21:50:12Z

I haven't been updating this thing because classes have been my main focus lately. It's been pretty hard balancing classes and tennis lately because the classes here are much harder. I'll probably get used to it sooner or later. My favorite classes have been Debate Group and English. Our sensei in Debate group picks out the best students to compete in a Debate competition at the end of the year. I'm really looking forward to that.

Hanamura-sensei emailed me a couple of days ago and informed me how Jyousei is doing. Thinking about it just makes me miss the place more. She also told me to look after Wakato and keep him in check. She'd be very surprised how much I'm looking after Wakato ^_~.

I've met some people here already and they don't seem so bad. Everyone seems to be from elitist school here so there's a lot of room for improvement with them around. I guess Hanamura-sensei wasn't wrong when she said this was a top-notch school.

Thanks for the talk. I really enjoyed it. Maybe we can study sometimes...Not for Math though ^_^.

I miss you already. I'm definitely going to be spending lots of time in your room, now that your roommate moved out. I love you.

I like the feeling of being in love. Thanks Hiroshi ^_^.

My Schedule

2005-01-28T02:59:31Z

Today has definitely been an interesting day. I started out my morning walking around and exploring the grounds. I can't believe how big the campus really is. I even got lost several times while looking around. The tennis courts are probably twice the size than the ones in Jyousei. It's amazing that this place is actually a school. It seems more like a resort because of its many facilities and its size. I also got my schedule today.

1. French: 7:00 - 8:00
2. Japanese: 8:00 - 9:00
3. Music: 9:00 - 10:00
4. English: 10:00 - 11:00
5. Geometry: 11:00 - 12:00
Lunch Break: 12:00 - 12:40
6. World History: 12:40 - 1:40
7. Earth Science: 1:40 -2:40
8. Debate Group: 2:40 - 3:40
Tennis practice from 4:30 to 6:30

I also found out who I'm going to be sharing room with. It's Kisarazu Ryou from Rokaku. He's not really a bother at all. He seems to have a lot of stuff and posters. I don't really mind since it's not just my room. I also found out from Hanamura-sensei that Wakato is also attending this school. It actually comforts me to know I'll know someone here. I'll try to arrange for us to meet sometime, Wakato.

On my way to dinner tonight I ran into Marui Bunta of Rikkaidai. We ate dinner together and conversed for awhile. I'm hoping to see him soon because I honestly has never met someone to...positively energetic besides my aniki back home. *yawns* I'm gonna have to go now to get some sleep. I need an early start tomorrow and prepare myself for classes.

Wow

2005-01-26T22:42:05Z

Wow... I can't believe I'm actually here.

I applied for this tennis boarding school a couple of months ago because Hanamura-sensei said that it would be good for me. I never really expected to be accepted but here I am in my room at this boarding school. I just arrived an hour ago actually and I haven't unpacked yet. My suit cases are still unopened and lying down besides my new bed. I decided to email Hanamura-sensei first of my arrival and then call my family back home to let them know I arrived fine.

I'm supposed to be sharing this room with someone else, but I still haven't met him. I haven't seen anyone I know either. I think I saw Syuusuke Fuji of Seigaku but I wasn't quite sure. I hope someone else from Jyousei gets accepted too. Well, I still have to unpack and then walk around after. I hope Hanamura-sensei is right about this place.